Hello there whoooever it may be :P,
I am probably the last person to talk about my feelings to a black hole, but probably the best person who makes the best dark jokes. There has always been a struggle of somewhat in my life, although I never shown it. I, being the happiest person maybe to the fault of being seen to be the most naive person in the room… There has been much forgiveness and letting it go I have faced to make my smile brighter and my heart stronger.
Dark Humor: Black comedy, also known as black humor, dark comedy, dark humor, or gallows humor, is a style of comedy that makes light of subject matter that is generally considered taboo, particularly subjects that are normally considered serious or painful to discuss.
Recently, I have been placed in a compromised situation of the virus. I am not sure if I have it or not, but until I get my test result I won’t know. I have been quarantined from my significant other who I have been with for over 2 years for a couple of days, and in recent conversation it has not been taken in a sensitive matter…
What had happened, flashed me back to my childhood. Where a important lesson was taught to me by my sisters. Both of my parents within a year apart had passed away from cancer, I did not understand at age 10 and 11 years old to grasp the severity of their cancer. Everyday I would visit/be there for my parents whether it be at the hospital, hospice, and when my mom was brought home. I just remember going. I was there for my dad when he fell and got diagnosed the next day, at the age of 10 or 11 years old I administered pills routinely at nine pm every night and taken my moms blood pressure which was all logged in a notebook. That was hard in itself since she had cancer and a long lived mental illness prior, this was my part of what I had to do to help my family and my parents health. I think this a big lesson to be there for someone whether in sickness or in health. At the time I was a team member in my family and we all did our parts.
Anyways until I get my test result back, I am trying to stay as positive as possible. Until then I have three summer school classes to keep me busy, my sleeping schedule has been absolute whack since all of the stress from my personal life and time managing my classes. Anyways hope anyone and everyone best of health & whatever situation you may face, be strong!